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siren
02:32
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if i told you im leaving tonight
would you let me or put up a fight
would it really even matter
or would you look to someone better
you keep telling me
if i leave you you would die
and then you start to cry
ask me will you fuck tonight
i remember one day you left me
and i convinced you not to kill yourself
my mom noticed that i was blue
said she really never loved you
you keep telling me
if i leave you you would die
and then you start to cry
ask me will you fuck tonight
i remember one day you left me
again convinced you not to kill yourself
and you noticed that i was blue
said i really never loved you
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last address
02:08
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this is the last night she will sleep alone
another message runs through her telephone
morning dew wont wash pain away
late night sins are here to stay
in her mouth and in her eyes
and in between her thighs
is this how it feels to die
she calls out for a god
read but no reply
she curls into herself at night
slow and steady sigh
the walls are closing in
so she runs into a dream
but theres nothing in her mind
except for what shes seen
so she crawls over to her god
and holds him to her chest
but before she falls into his world
she writes her last address
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cowboy killers
01:15
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the store was out of reds
well i guess im staying in bed
no i wont pick up my phone
you know its best to leave me alone
when im without my nicotine
i turn into a fiend
why wont it ever leave
i cant move no i cant breathe
not without that craving rush
you know i just cant get enough
its a hunger i cant control
no im never growing old
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dear carol
do you remember my name
dear gunther
are you still proud of me
dear carol
i know that you love me
your mind is
no longer here with me
its with her
right where its supposed to be
dear carol
i know you would rather die
im sorry
i cant save you from this fate
dear gunther
i cant believe its been years
your heart is
no longer here with me
its with her
right where its supposed to be
dear gunther
i love you more than you know
dear carol
sends from gunther with love
and even
if you dont remember me
i'll always remember you
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float-a-stone
02:24
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the house has lost last summers breeze
the draft is brittle dewdrops freeze
and bubbles born in company
have no chance against winters trees
you dont have to float alone
please talk to me
(youre too stoned)
get outside of your head
get off this swamp you call a bed
i understand the sudden dread
but i cant hold a heart of lead
you dont have to float alone
please talk to me
(youre too stoned)
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concealer
03:21
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its getting harder to stay clean
when im nodding off i cant be mean
but i never had to lie
now i cant look you in the eye
honesty became too hard
and breakdowns become an art
how could i complicate this bed
how much of this is in my head
am i resigned to daytime fantasy
will i leave behind my dreams
im ashamed i concealed parts of me
those are the parts i should set free
i miss the friends that held my hand
and sat and listened to understand
but now theyve all gone away
and i dont know what to say
my mouth is clumsy and unrefined
and i know the blames all mine
im in a current completely stuck
and riding it out looks like giving up
but im not resigned to daytime fantasy
i will live beyond my dreams
and i will reveal those parts of me
and you will know a freer me
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Scumbag Kalat Richmond, Virginia
Scumbag Kalat is the stage name of Eric Kalata - he likes to play bass for other bands, but here is his solo stuff
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